11.22.2010

worst night ever

Hello. hiksie sekarang gue lg fightin sm dewan hikshiks gatau deh buntu otak gue buntuuuuu gabisa mikir apa apa lagi. doakan yg terbaik ya. BYE! salam galauers:* :"""""(((((


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iwillalwaysloveyouwan,butthisfeelingiskillingmeslowly.yap"jelous"its reallykillsme.ijustwanttounderstandit

11.20.2010

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Sometimes I don’t wanna talk to you first because,
  1. You might not reply.
  2. You might think I’m annoying.
  3. I’m scared of rejection.
  4. You might not wanna talk to me.
I have 3 meanings of “I miss you”
  1. I miss the OLD you
  2. I miss talking to you
  3. I miss being with you.
What Happened?

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

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Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

For ma supa bestfriend

Heyya! I wanna share a song lyric. It from Vitamin C, tittled "Graduation (Friends forever)" i got it from my LIA book. I feel this song is really great so I post here. and there it is

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

enjoy it;D

11.17.2010

upsy woopsy

Taugak? yang gue mau itu lo bukan dia. yang seharusnya ngingetin gue kalo gue belum makan itu lo bukan dia, yang seharusnya nyuruh gue tidur kalo udah lewat jam tidur gue itu lo bukan dia, yang seharusnya dengerin curcolan gue walaupun itu gak penting sekalipun itu lo bukan dia, yang sebaiknya beliin gue makanan tengah malem itu lo bukan dia, yang sebaiknya nganter gue itu lo bukan dia, yang sepantesnya nemenin gue seharian di chat itu lo bukan dia, yang sepantesnya nenangin gue kalo lagi badmood itu lo bukan dia, yang harusnya jadi satu satu nya orang yang ada di saat gue butuh orang buat nemenin gue itu lo bukan dia.
IYA semua harusnya lo, karena lo itu pcr dan dia itu cuma temen gue gak lebih. yang gue mau itu lo bukan dia! kapan lo gitu lagi?..................kedengeran nya emang egois banget gue, tp ya itu yg gue rasain krn gue sayang nya sama lo wan bukan sama dia. gue butuh lo di saat gue lagi labil-labil nya gini. plis ada buat gue. gue butuh lo!!!!!!!!

bye

11.15.2010

So what's up

HALO! udah lamaaa bgt gak posting blog. yak itu karena m2 laknat yg sangat lemooodh, tp sekarang udah ganti provider hihi jadi bakalan sering ngepost dewww;3
Apa kabar pi? baik hoho. Kemaren-kemaren banyak temen gue yg ultah loooh mereka; Renita Riskanauli, Raden Haditiyo Kaprabon, trs Arini trimanti ragananta. Pcr gue jg ultah looh bulan kemaren hehe pokoknya HappyBirthday to you guyssss! wish you all the best, doaku ga bisa di ungkapkan dengan kata-kata -_-
trs juga HA ya kemaren 10 bulan hehehe bulan depan setahun deh (setaunnya 11 bulan doang krn pts waktu itu-_-) semoga baik2 aja trs makin ngerti satu dengan lain nya gak ada masalah. Amin!
yah batre leptop udah ko-id. sekian ya kawan, BYE!;D