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u all definitely know how hurts she is. but u all don't know how hurt i'm cz i've hurt her. do u think i did it happily? BIG NO!!!!!!!! everyday i see she stares at me with hateful gaze but dont u know that im hurt too to see it?? cz from the start u all have judged me as a backstabber, yep that's true. but backstabber isnt always happy as u think. im tormented in this situation, its awry. i'm tired of get down everyday, i'm bored to cry. but i dunno what should i do to get out from this problem. I've already stab my best friend's back. yea that all is the risk of a backstabber. hope there will come the 'one' who could understand my situation and give me the way to get out from this situationT_____T