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A-L-O-N-E-R!!!!
That's exactly who am I since d beginning of senior high school days.

Emang keliatannya gak sendiri, banyak temen temen di sekitar gue.
Tapi kalo nginget kata kata having a best friend is better than blabla yap disitu problema nya. Kadang gue ngerasa pengeeeeennnn banget banget punya seorang sahabat yang deket, yang saling berbagi, saling melengkapi (eaa). Emang sih gue bukan tipe orang yg tertutup, gue cenderung menceritakan hampir semua hal sama temen temen. Whereas, rata rata gue tau tentang mereka pas udah jadi bahan pembicaraan satu meja. Maksudnya, gue tau belakangan gttt. Sementara mereka udah saling sharing satu sama lain. Gue nyoba buat maklum karena emang mereka sahabatan. Tapi disini gue mulai ngerasa iri, kapan gue bisa jadi orang pertama yang bisa ngedenger cerita dari sahabat gue? Apa gue terlalu egois jadi gue gak punya sahabat deket? Apa gue terlalu mikirin diri sendiri? Who knows deh. Gue pengen berguna buat si 'sahabat' tapi apadaya, sekarang udah SMA rata2 semuanya udah pada nemuin sahabatnya. Gue? Hehe......

Sincerely,
Anak labil:''')

what a night

Gue gak tau ini namanya apa, sendiri, sepi, hening, terdiam, hanya ada suara sinetron rcti atau indosiar yang jadi santapan kakek gue tiap malam. Tapi setau gue ini salah satu efek dari sebuah kondisi yang dinamakan jengjengjengjengjeng drududuut *sound effect* yap single. Terkadang gue asik jalanin nya, tanpa galau karena pacar gak ngabarin, tanpa jelous karena pacar deket sama cewek lain atau resah dan gelisah karena LDR. Gue bisa lebih bebas menjalani hari hari SMA yang terasa suram, nah nah disini ada negatifnya broooh.
Yap, walaupun baru 3 bulan gue menjalani hari hari di sekolah menengah atas tapi gue bisa memprediksikan hari harinya akan lebih tidak meng-enakkan di banding tk sd atau smp. Disini, saat lo butuh seseorang buat cerita tentang keluh kesah lo seharian sekolah, tapi lo gak punya siapa siapa. Saat saturday night kayak gini cuma bisa ceming ngadep laptop atau melototin layar blekberi yang kalo bisa ngomong pasti udah teriak teriak salting karena cuma diliatin doang. Refresh timeline yang jelas jelas gak ada mention masuk, stalking timeline mantan yang udah punya pacar lagi wahahaha gakdeng! cuma mastiin aja masih di follow kan-,-
Hiyah pokoknya, intinya, singkatnya, sabar aja ya buat yang mengalami hal yang sama seperti diriku ini. #kehabisanidedanmood.

newbie

-Superman- my superduper first project, no edit
iso: 3200/40mm/ speed:1/125



-randomnize-
fyi: kenapa di tambahin tulisan ''it never too late''? karena sebetulnya foto ini buat icon 2july2011 tapi kan udah end hahaha ga telat telat banget lah buat di publish soalnya sayang juga kalo di move to trash:p


pinggir kali cikunir=.=
di foto pas lagi nunggu angkot yg lewatnya 2 jam sekali *lebaayyy*, lokasi nya di taman cikunir kalo gak salah lupa juga hehe. ini plusplus edit sikit di aperture

6th May 2011

Helloh everybodeeeeh!! mau ngucapin selamat ulang tahun buat Tintin a.k.a fourteen my beloved thing i ever had. Keep sweet, cute and friendly dearrr, me love you as always:*:*:*


p.s : mawarnya udah ilang di copotin Dhitoooo-_-

hbd Opi

Hay! so looooong time no post. banyak banget cerita yang pengen di ceritain xixi. Pertama; udah selesai UN looooh.. free banget rasanya, tinggal tunggu hasil deh semoga hasilnya memuaskan, 37 ke atas dan masuk 12 amiiin! trs abis selesai UN tepatnya tgl 30 April 2011 berulang tahun si cewek kiyudh named Novita Afifah Noer=.=
The first one who say hbd to me is--> Nurhalimah Aprianingsih muach muach thankyou so much aniiing, jam 00:00 lho;;D
Abis itu langsung pada ngucapin tp gak hafal urutan nya ehehe pokoknya big thanks to Terryoga, Hafizh Adha, Chrisya Nadine, Niken Desila, Salma Innaya trs Nadia Ratna Afifah yang udah ngucapin jam 12 malem di bbm trs makasih jg buat kepala suku si briptu Jodik yg ngucapin di sms hihi love yaaa guys!:D
Teruuus, jam 2an juga banyak yg ngucapin hehe di msn ada kak alfr, upi, mitha dll makasih banyak yuaaah
Next, di sms temanku yg paling kochow si Eben Haezar dan Falih Rizqullah maacih maacihh
Di telfon juga sama Eben jam 5 pagi baru bangun huft ganggu lu ben wkwk candaaa, si dwn jg tilpun jam 3 soreee
trs di kasih surprise sama #INV makasih yaaaa putri muthia cici hafizh eben yoga! mwah.. makasih nasi opimut nya, sumve ngakak bener denger nama makanan nya bwakaka telor kopi dll nya juga hemmmph maknyosss
makasih juga buat keluarga2ku yg gabisa di ucapin satu satu hehehe^^
Honestly, this birthday nothing special but I got so much sayings from my pals:D

Dah, next topic. Sekarang lagi liburan daaaan sangat bosan, kerjaan gue cuma hibernasi sepanjang hari kadang sih jalan haha pengen gitu kemana ke Bangka atau Bali atau Spore jg boleeee tp ngareppp-,- yahyah di takdirkan untuk menggembrot pas SMA mungkin, gara2 liburan cuma makan tidur makan tidur sampe 2 bulan liburan habis huft....

Udahan ya, ditunggu post2 berikutnya, gatau ada yang baca apa engga yang penting ini blog ke isi wehehe babay!0:D

wismeluck

heyya long time no posssst kangen cekale dengan blog ini wikiki. Sekarang w lagi tryout ceman ceman, kemaren Bahasa Indonesia dan tadi Matematika. HUFT math was killed me, tptp kalo nyamain dari kunci jawaban di blognya irsyad nilai nya alhamdulilla^^ walaupun ga dapet perfecto-_- dan bahasa Indonesia nya jg alhamdulillah wasyukurilah~~ tapi itu juga belum pasti, lihat nanti sajaaaa....keep pray for me guys, for #electro!:)))

hmffd

u all definitely know how hurts she is. but u all don't know how hurt i'm cz i've hurt her. do u think i did it happily? BIG NO!!!!!!!! everyday i see she stares at me with hateful gaze but dont u know that im hurt too to see it?? cz from the start u all have judged me as a backstabber, yep that's true. but backstabber isnt always happy as u think. im tormented in this situation, its awry. i'm tired of get down everyday, i'm bored to cry. but i dunno what should i do to get out from this problem. I've already stab my best friend's back. yea that all is the risk of a backstabber. hope there will come the 'one' who could understand my situation and give me the way to get out from this situationT_____T

h(F)a

Hey. today is January 12th 2011 and........it's should be my Anniversary. oopss sorry failed anniversary I mean;p
My friends at school congratulated me for the 12months (failed anniversary), thankyouuuu!! Thanks for making me not love you anymore. Thanks for the pain that you gave to me, because it made me learn how to be stronger, thanks for tears that you made because it made me feel how lost one person I loved before the other leave me. Anyway, I still remember "the anniversary sayings" that you gave one year ago, thats a beautiful words yea xD

I will survive

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me